Hi.
There is a small skin coloured bump on my scalp that can get red when you mess with it. I'm assuming it's basal cell skin cancer because pictures on google looked similar as well as the symptoms, the only difference is no blood vessels.
I know I can't get a diagnosis here and that's not what I'm here for, I just want to talk to someone that went or is currently going through something similar. I know it's always a bad idea to google it because that causes anxiety but it's too late for me, I cried nonstop last night due to my anxiety and overthinking of it being cancer. I always overthink on cancer and every time in the past I was wrong but I have a terrible feeling I'm right this time.
I first noticed the bump in july(?) and thought it was an ingrown hair (as there was hair in a loop inside of it that looked kind one, there still is a hair there currently). I read on google ingrown hairs go away by themselves usually but mine didn't. I made an appointment today for it to get checked out and I'm terrified they're going to say it's some sort of skin cancer and it's a later stage due to how long I waited (even though I know basal grows slowly)
I started treating it this week with home remedies and oils etc. hoping it'll get better but I don't want to wait any longer. I want to talk to someone because my anxiety is driving me insane. Thank you :(