Hey you guys.

This is me. Right now it's 5 a.m as I'm writing this. I just created this account as well..with so much heaviness I could ever feel on my shoulders.

But anyway.. my story is a little.. something.

I'm 16. This whole story started when I was really annoyed by the fact that why I need to have this small lumpy kind of *** right behind my nipple. It was around two or three years ago..yes..a very long *** time ago. But I was nothing but a stupid 12 or 13 year old kid with NO freaking info about all of these stuff. So I ignored it. And sometimes i used to say hey maybe everyone has it. :)))

And then when I was 15..the worst time ever. I would touch that and say ok wtf is that supposed to mean now. And the here comes the google :)

All of those information that was really..i don't know a word to describe it. It was too much..Then after months of late night cryings and trying to keep it quiet so that no one could hear me .. I finally told my mom. It was the hardest thing ever. I felt very guilty.

But i didn't  tell her anything about the nipple or anything... i just said my breasts are not the same size.. so that we could just go check it for a reason.

a good liar with another beautiful uselss lie right?.. (haha my dark humor won't let me down atleast.. just kidding it does too) 

We went to a place called the women doctor which i don't know what we exactly call that in English. She checked my breasts and said it's all fine. But she did gave me the ultrasound thing. But until now.. they are at ease that im fine but only i knew that i need to get that *** done.And then i found the same small bump behind my another nipple. Best thing ever right?..

And until now i haven't done ***. I feel guilty that i just made my family deal with my breast issues.. 

I need to go get them checked out.  But ut would takes months again because i need ti figure out a way to bring it up to my mom again.