Lumpy breast

Back in 2018 i found lump on my breast bone in between my breast went to breast clinic biopsy ultrasound came back begin tumor but had to be removed because it was growing. 2018 found a lump in my right breast went to breast clinc again was the same thing got it removed. 2020 found yet other lump went back to clinic was scare tissue form haveing pervious lump removed. They said didnt need any rather attention. Moving on to today just been to GP for 2 lumps i found in my left breast been there for about 4 weeks but i had a miscarriage on the 18th of August so put my lumps down to maybe hormone changes but they never went away .. when i seen the GP she notice at least 4 maybe 5 lumps and referred me to breast clinic again next Thursday the 7th of October.. this never gets any easyer!! The GP told me she dosnt want to say it probably nothing because she recently had a lady in that that she was 100 percent sure it was nothing and turned out to be cancer witch has sent me spinning.. what the  odds it  could be Somthing sinister this time ?? One of the lumps i have is a pea size  feels different to the rest and its painful like a burning feeling ..aslo under consultant for an enlarged spleen and pain. been having pain one the  left side that  has spread to collarbone and shoulder just nothing but worry at moment feel like am drawing in it 

  • Hiya,

    I know it's better said than done in such a scary situation but try and stay positive. It's so good that you've been referred. 

    I had the 100% certain for my lump from a dr who still referred me due to it being compulsory. Mine did turn out to be cancer, but it doesn't mean that yours will be. 

    I have been told over and over the likely hood of it being cancer is still very low, I was just highly unlikely. They do say that if the lump is painful is usually benign? Mine was completely painless. 
     

    I'm currently waiting to be seen again for another lump I've found . Fingers crossed for positive news for both of us xxx

  • I am so so sorry to hear about your diagnosis. And i hope your doing well and keeping positive.

    Am trying to keep my self busy its just every time i look at my babies it really hits me . My husband not one for taking about these things he think am over thinking.

    I will have every for crossed for you that everything comes back clear with this new lump. Its terrifying xxx

  • Thank you. I've been absolutely fine since my mastectomy. I think it's harder being in the dark about whether you do/don't have it, with your brain just running off with every situation! 
     

    I'm the same, I have two babies that makes these things so much harder :cry:. I think some men find it easy to ignore serious things. My partner is the same. Just tells me it's nothing I'll be fine. Although, if they said the opposite we'd probably be more stressed out ! 
     

    I definitely found some relief scrolling through these forums, finding people in similar circumstances. xx
     

    Someone once said to me, expect the worst but hope for the best. I think in these situations it's always good to go by that.  Being positive for all eventualities. Xxx

     

  • I think your mind runs away with you. My minds full of what ifs. My little ones are my world the idea of leaving them terrifys me more than anything my little boy has autism and the longest he been away for me is about 12 hours.

    There is a lot of positive post on this forum  and a lot of amazing brave women such as your self. I dont wanna be to positive i think if it is bad news it  will be harder.

    Thank you so much for taking time to reply xxx