I don't know what to do right now;
I was put on the cancer pathway back in April, and have X-ray, scans, MRI etc, and then got told it's probably nothing and ive kind of moved on from it. But all this over the few months brought me down a lot, and I guess because I'm close to my partner I acted as how I truly feel around him instead of saying 'I'm fine' as I do to everyone else.
but yesterday I got a letter from the hospital saying there's a lump and im having an ultrasound and biopsy. I just feel thrown into turmoil, and have had a meltdown. What hasn't helped is arguing with my partner all day; he is saying how I've made him feel so down and worn out with how I've been, crying all the time and that he's being pushed close to the brink of not giving a ***. He wants me to be happy but says im the only one who can make myself happy, but how can I 'cheer up' after getting that letter yesterday?
i want to save my relationship, but im questioning it, i feel stuck and I don't know what to do, please help
