Hi, I'm Emilia, 21 and awaiting the dreaded results of my moms needle biopsy, ultrasound and CT scan for a lump she's found on her neck. To say I am already heartbroken and petrified is an understatement. I have no idea how I'm going to cope if the results do come back the way I'm dreading them to. Which sounds so selfish as it isn't even me going through all of this, it's her. I tend to worry and think the worst in life and I just can't imagine loosing her. I have no idea how to cope.
