Ended up in A&E 4 weeks ago with excruciating pain.
Diagnosed with ovarian cysts that I've had before.
One is 14cm and ruptured, bleeding into itself hence the pain.
Internal and external ultrasounds, CT scan and MRI scan followed and cancer was mooted by the doctor in gynae A&E.
I'm due to see the consultant on Tuesday who I've researched and she's a gynae cancer specialist. I keep telling myself to stay away from Google but we all know it's easier said than done. The A&E doc said that gynae and gynae oncology are one department and not to assume anything but they'd already mooted cancer anyway.
I had breast cancer 2 years ago and thought I could cope with the waiting having been there before but I'm not and absolutely terrified.
I feel I got lucky with the breast cancer and have these thoughts that I can't be that lucky again.
I know it might not be cancer but the waiting is awful, I just want to cry and I'm struggling to stay positive not only for myself but my hubbie too.
