Going to breast clinic on Tuesday for lump and petrified

Hi- I have been here before- I have had a lump in the left breast and also another time I had redness and peeling and another lump. Both were finally diagnosed as benign.

 

I have yearly mastectomy's because of family history. My last mammogram was April and it was fine. However in last ten days I got very painful breast and then pain localised near left nipple. It was then I get the hard lump. Felt like a sausage shape. I went to the doctors yesterday and she confirmed it was a fingernail size but then when I lay down she said it was bigger. She said it was hard and not moveable and was concerned more than the other two. I have been lucky that she has examined all my lumps . I have appointment on Tuesday and know the drill but this time I feel petrified and have such a bad feeling. I am a teacher and go back the day after going to hospital. I am 46 Type 1 diabetic and had surgical menopause when I was 42 for severe endometriosis.

I have two children and 3 stepchildren. Husband is not supportive at all and I needed someone to talk to as I feel I am going mad thinking of what could be. I hope it's ok to post here.

I know what my mum went through and other relatives and I am getting myself in a state jumping the gun. I know I am but I just can't shake this awful feeling.

 

 

 

  • Hi Jemima, 

    Sorry to hear you're having a hard time. It's really good that you've already been checked by GP and have a breast clinic appointment in place. You're on the right path for answers. 

    I know the waiting is scary, and it's worse when people around you aren't supportive. There's a number you can call on this site, it might be worth doing if you start feeling worse. I hear they give superb support. 

    I'll be thinking of you on Tuesday, and I hope all goes well. 

    C x

  • Thank you so much. I am not sure if I have posted in the right area but desperate to speak to people who are going through same situation.

    Jiat someone responding to me is brilliant. Can I ask you - if you do not mind - what your situation is ? I completely understand if you do not want to disclose.

    Claudia xx

     

     

     

  • Of course I don't mind. I'm one of the lucky ones. 

    I found a lump, near the nipple. Sort of long shape like you describe. The lump wasn't painful, unless I pressed it too much - which I did! The lump also didn't move - it was sort of stuck if that makes sense. I also felt a lightening bolt sort of pain in my nipple every so often. I went to the breast clinic and they did a biopsy, but had said it looks like a fibroadenoma which is a benign lump. They did biopsy to be sure. 

    2 weeks later I rang them and they confirmed it was a benign lump. 

    I know what the waiting is like though, and I really hope everything goes well. Try to stay away from Google, I found that made the waiting more anxiety inducing! Something like only 1 in 8 women referred to breast clinic are diagnosed with cancer so keep that in your mind. 

    I'm glad your appt isn't too far away, less time to worry - fingers crossed for you 

    C x

    C x 

  • Thank you- sound similar to mine. I hope it's like yours - fingers crossed xxx Will update on Tuesday.