hello,
so i'm a 15 year old male and i recently started to get some pressure in the back of my head. i thought it was nothing until i looked up why i could have this. i looked at the symptoms for a brain tumour and started to really worry, after that i started to feel nauseous which made me worry even more. i saw somewhere that waking up at night can be a sign of a brain tumour too, and for the past two nights i've woken up in the middle of the night. i have no vision problems that i know of.
my parents keep telling me i'm fine and that i'm just experiencing health anxiety, that makes me feel relieved for a bit but then the worries come back about a brain tumour.
i know using google isn't a good idea because it's not accurate but it's sent me into a bit of a frenzy. i think i feel nauseous because of how anxious i've made myself over all this. i also think my head is feeling pressure because of my bad posture, which can apparently cause pressure headaches and neck pain which is what i have.
i keep trying to tell myself that a brain tumour is extremely rare for a 15 year old and to add to that i'm not having seizures so i might not have one, but i've always worried about everything too much so knowing that i kinda have one symptom sent me into a bit of a health crisis and i think i started to search for more symptoms.
i know most people will just tell me to go see a doctor but i have an extreme fear of the hospital and i don't really want to go unless i'm certain there's something wrong with me.
id just like to add that i looked up how you would behave with health anxiety and it matches me quite well, i check for symptoms all the time and i keep talking to people for reassurance that i'm fine. all these "symptoms" have come around in the last like 4-5 days and i don't know if symptoms of a brain tumour would hit all together that fast. could this all be in my head?
please help i am extremely worried
thank you.