Hi guys I'm 25 years old and couple weeks ago, had my smear results, tested positive for hpv, and had low grade abnormal cells, obviously that's scary in itself, as we all want to be okay, so Anyways I had my colposcopy yesterday, and she applied the dye to my cervix and seen a few blobs of abnormal cells so she took a biopsy, she said they now look high grade and she's concerned, I'm just writing as, everyone around me is making me feel stupid for worrying, everyone keeps saying be positive don't think the worst, and I'm not thinking the worst but even if I was I feel like I should be allowed to worry and think of the possible bad outcomes, I'm preparing for the worst and hoping for the best and I feel that's a good attitude to have for me personally but everyone just keeps being sort of off about it like well your gonna be fine so don't know why your thinking that way, almost comes off like I'm not allowed to be going through something scary, it's always the way every time something happens, people around me make out like I couldn't possibly have these problems, thing is I already suffer from pcos and a bicornuate uterus, I'm just scared, can anyone please tell me if I'm being silly, also if anyone can explain what the biopsy tells you because the nurse didn't explain she just said I get a letter or something. Sorry for going on I'm just really worried xx