I'm 36.. I have been diagnosed with HPV and high grade severe Dyskaryosis. I have my coloscopy on Friday but aincab just feels its going to be bad news.

I have other symptoms which I have been to other doctors about such as hip pain from the groin (left hip only) but that runs all around the joint its constantly niggling and gets worse with exercise and sometimes I get a sharp electric shock pain run right into the hip joint. I was put in touch with a physio but I think this could be linked.

I have had bleeding from the bum when passing stools. I went to the doctors and had an exam and he diagnosed it as piles and gave me some medication. It never cured it and can flare up from time to time. I think this could be linked.

My periods were 28 regular for months. we were trying for a baby. I had a chemical pregnancy last October and since then nothing. Last month my period went from 28 days to 32 days which I thought was odd and this month im now on day 33 (it could be down to stress as I only got diagnosed on Friday last week and have been an absolute ball of emotion since then) but again I feel this is linked. Since then I just feel like I'm due on but im not coming on??

I have had more discharge than normal. The discharge changes through out my cycle but is often wet enough to soak though my underwear and onto my jeans which makes me smell unclean if I don't wear a pad. The pad will look a very light shade of yellow. I often wonder if this is also a mixture of urine. im not sure. but again not normal.

I have said all this to individual doctors and no one seems to be putting this together. when you Google all this it points huge red flags at cancer.

I am beyond terrified. Has anyone else had these symptoms and come out the other side. I dont have kids yet either so wondering if this is now the end of that journey as well as my life. 

I am so scared. I have never been so terrified.