I recently came to this forum looking for treads where people had the same concerns as me. I found it helpful to read others experiences. So heres mine.

I had a smear in the past that showed abnormal cells and had to attend the clinic and got to view my cervix on a screen . They told me that it was borderline and to go away and have another smear in a year. Thanks to covid this appointment was delayed a little. My recent smear said i had HPV and that theyd found high grade (severe) dyskaryosis. As everyone does, i google the crap out of it and managed to really stress myself out. I just keep telling myself these are precancerous cells NOT cancer. It did give me some comfort. So today i went to the colposcopy clinic she looked and she wpuld do the loop LLETZ treatment. I kid you not i was so anxious. The nurses and consultant was probably the nicest people ive ever met. She talked me through everything and was patient with my questions.

So now the actually treatment ... The injections in my cervix felt weird, not quite what id call painful but made my face screw up and say ooo thats not nice. She gave me 3 injections i think and i only really felt the first one and the second i was aware. Its such an odd experience. Then the loop came out and a nurse gave me her hand for comfort. Omg here we go!!! I felt nothing other then movement on the outside.

They put some peanut butter looking gloo to help stop the bleeding alongside the zapping thingy. I asked to see the sample and it was rank but interesting. Alot bigger then i expected. All in all it wasnt even a quarter as bad as I'd made myself believe. Now i have to wait 3 weeks for my result so fingers crossed

P. S i currently have cramps but ive had worse period pains. Feel really tired so if your going for this make sure you have time to chill after, all the emotions take it out of you.