Hi 

I've been hovering over posts for weeks now too scared to post 

I had baby number six 9 months ago I suffered really bad with constipation the last few months I started losing some white stuff when I went the loo and the last few weeks lots of mucus which was mostly just clear fluid and bits of blood when I wiped but it was red like piles 

I've had no major blood loss but thought I'd get it checked out thinking maybe it was an infected pile but Dr did a check and said no piles and everything looked healthy down there. She took bloods and asked me to do a stool sample my bloods came back clear but still waiting on sample 

I cant sleep at night worrying sick I know I should ring to check on the results but I cant bring myself to make the call. The last 2 days I've had no blood and very little mucus

I have spent so many hours asking Dr Google things

I caught hsv1 (herpes) from a coldsore from my partner years ago and have never had another out break since but when I had my 1st covid vaccine it triggered one and I get the blisters around my bum and this is when I can think back to when all this started so im trying to convince myself its something to do with that and not bowel cancer 

I'm 42 and have no other symptoms ie weight loss any pain looking for anyone with symptoms like mine and would the bloods have picked anything up she did a full blood count kidney function and an inflammatory test 

Thanks for reading