Hello Bstar18,

I just wanted to welcome you to our forum. It won't be long now until your ultrasound on Wednesday and I hope that it will shed some light on what is going on. I can imagine it must be a very stressful time for you while waiting to find out more and it is normal to be feeling slightly scared. 

I know it is really hard but try not to worry too much or anticipate what it might be. The best thing to do to avoid thinking too much about this is to keep busy and distracted if you can and avoid looking things up online as it will inevitably give you worst case scenarios. I can imagine it is hard for you to do this at the moment but it will help you feel a little less anxious. 

I hope you will also hear from others here who have been through all this before and that they will be along soon to share their story with you. 

Keeping everything crossed for you that everything turns out fine. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator