Hi I was hoping someone may be able to give me some advice. I went for a routine smear in 2018 which showed some abnormal changes I then had another 2 abnormal smears before being referred to Colposcopy in July 2019 at the appointment I was told I had a frayable cervix but nothing more to worry about no biopsy was taken or anything and I was told to go away with some gels to use at night time to help with the bleeding upon impact and come back for another smear test in 12 months (July 2020) by the time the 12 months came around I was pregnant with my second child and called my doctors to ask what I should do next I was told to have the test done 12 weeks after the baby was born so that's what I did only when the nurse carried out the smear she told me she could see a large cut in my cervix and that like before I bled immediately upon impact she asked if I had any symptoms I said I had some abdominal cramping lower back pain what felt like kidney pain and bleeding during and after sex I asked if this was significant and she said yes it is significant and I would be getting an urgent referral this was on Thursday and I have been so anxious since I feel breathless at times and like there is a huge weight sitting on my chest I've completely convinced myself that not only do I think I have cancer but from googling my symptoms that I have cancer which has spread is there a chance that with these symptoms that it may not be as serious as that? I have just gotten myself into a horrendous state and don't think I can endure this mental torture for 2 weeks.