Hi there thanks so much for coming back to me, I've had the internal ultra sound and got my ca125 results back yesterday they were 90 what was yours?? I'm now waiting for the consultant appointment it's meant to be 2 weeks apparently it's just awful I'm constantly worried and struggling to sleep now!!

how are you feeling? How's the treatment been??

I had the ultrasound then waited 2 weeks then got a call to have a hysterscopy so could do biopsy. I never had the  ca125 so can’t help with that one. I think I learnt all the way through this that fear and panic gets you nowhere but is hard not to have it ️I still have it and my treatment is finished, fear is a scarey thing to try and control. 

If u have had your ultrasound try to keep calm if you have to have biopsy least you will have an answer. I had full hysterectomy and 4 internal brachytherapy everything is manageable the fear is the biggest thing I find this hard but a lot of brill friends got me through. 

I just feel so alone I feel like no one understands around me, can't share with the kids obviously hubby worries me as his mum and dad both passed with cancer! 
map glad you have finished your treatment it really gives me hope I think I will probably get a hysterectomy from what I've read I just want it all gone now!! Thanks again for your messages just helps to speak to someone who understands the fear Lol x 

I have sent a friend request to you, feel free to message and ask anything, I was in same position hubby suffers anxiety so felt couldn’t talk my fears and couldn’t speak to kids as couldn’t handle there fear and my own. I couldn’t make anyone truelly understand my fear, I lost my appetite couldn’t sleep and spent hours googling which never ended good ️ I can help with the worry so feel free to message me. But wait till results are in you have no definite of anything yet, so try to stay calm 

Thanks so much added you in wasn't sure what the wee symbol was Lol I feel better knowing someone understands this nightmare!! Xxx