Good evening all,

So last year in June, I felt a 'lump' turns out it wasn't a lump at all, I'd touched my own cervix. Went to the GP which she said she couldn't feel anything I asked for a second opinion and was told to go for a colonoscopy which I attended & was told I have boarderline changes. Since got an appointment through for a smear just about to turn 25. Had the smear which came back posertive for HPV & boarderline changes, went for another colonoscopy last week. Which I was told by the lady performing it, she thinks I've got 'precancerous cells' WHATTT! But will have to wait till the results come back. So obviously I've freaked, kind of dealt with it in my own head before telling everyone else. Told my mum she's absolutely devastated  because obviously it's a petrifying word I'm reassuring her and everyone else whilst trying to stay strong for myself when in reality I want to scream from the roof tops 'no I'm not ok!!!!' And cry for days but I'm a mummy to a little boy I have a house to run and a job to do which comes with a lot of responsibility I don't have time to break down be upset and cry. Just needed to vent somewhere & hear some stories! 
 

Thankyou so much for reading my post!xx