Hi all

I've read so many comments, today I got my letter for my smear test my heart sank. I'm 37 a single mum of a 10 year old son, I tested positive for HPV 7 years ago wasn't a case of come back in a year I had to have biopsy, I was all clear but the scare will never leave me, then a year later another smear test, I wouldn't get answers that day, but had my friend holding my hand, shaking sweating it was only the test, It came back clear, It had gone, today I received my letter I'm due for test, my heart sank, what if it's back? Then I stopped and thought, if it is doesn't mean I have cancer, I got thru it before and nothing will break me as I have my little man to look after, stay positive believe in yourself, because if you do that not matter what the world throws at you, your coming out stronger, it's never hope it will be ok, it's hoping that hope forgives you as never give up because at the end of the rainbow is not a pot of gold, not hope but I beat it.