I,m 46 years old and have been living in denial of my symptoms for nearly thirty years.
At 16 i discovered a lump under my chin then over the next few months more on the inside of my jaw both sides, collar bone both sides, under both arms, groin and one in the back of my head, also lumps on the inside of my lips top and bottom none in cheeks, and some in my private region.
Most are the size of small or large peas or kidney beans ie possibly lymph nodes.
I dont feel ill but i'm now suffering from mjor deppression because of all this due to the fact that i think ive basically had it.
I felt suicidal at times and my nerves are shot, yes i should see a doctor but surely its too late to hope for more than a terminal diagnosis.
Also lumps on both sides of neck.
God knows whats going on inside of me.
I was diagnosed with supraventricular tachicardia at 27 which has slowly gotten worse, i take beta blockers atenolol.
This has basically ruined my adult life although ive managed to live in denial like an idiot and just kept going.
I have a daughter who is nearly 8.
I have googled it obviously so lymphoma comes to mind but doesn't explain my oral lumps/tumours whatever they are.
