Hello Dex12, 

A warm welcome to Cancer Chat. It is reassuring that your ultrasound came back clear and that all your smears have always been clear. It's good though that the doctor spotted all these cysts and growths and that they are being thorough in carrying out these investigations. 

I can imagine you must be really anxious though and I hope you won't have to wait too long for the colposcopy. There is information on our website on this page on the colposcopy which I hope you will find helpful and which will help you prepare for your appointment.

I know it is really hard but try not to worry too much or anticipate what it might be. The best thing to do to avoid thinking too much about this is to keep busy and distracted if you can and avoid looking things up online. I can imagine it is hard for you to do this at the moment but it will help you feel a little less anxious. 

I hope you will also hear from others here who have been through all this before and that they will be along soon to share their story with you. 

Keeping everything crossed for you that everything turns out fine. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator