Hey,

im 25, had 3 kids and had the results back from my first smear test, which has come back hpv positive with abnormal cell changes. 
I haven't got an appointment yet for further tests, the letter stated I would hear from them soon.

My youngest is just 4 months old and my children depend on me completely. I lost my first born and I've just been petrified that I will lose my youngest babies or somehow I will be taken away from them. All my worst nightmares are coming true right now and I'm an absolute mess.

Is anyone else going through something similar because I really need some advice.