Increasing anxiety

Hello! Following on from my previous post, I had an emergency doctors appointment today as along with the peau d'orange on my breast I have found a large hard and  uneven lump in the same place, They have of course referred me to a breast clinic, Now's the big waiting game and It's rendered me absolutely useless, I can't bring myself to do anything productive or even move with this crippling unknown :cry: I really don't know how to cope I just wish I could have the appointment today and get whatever it is over with