Hi All,
I wanted to come on and hopefully spread some hope.
Around 2 months ago I noticed a "bump" in my armpit, and didn't think anything of it, I then noticed a large lump in my right breast on the same side.
I went in to full panic mode, I am 33, I have a 2 year old daughter, a husband, and we are looking for our forever home. My life felt like it came shattering down.
I've been reading posts on this forum which I found helpful, I wanted to share my experience. I went to my GP straight away who referred me to the Urgent Breast unit with a 2 week wait. These 2 weeks were horrific, I didn't sleep, I had panic attacks. Constant crying. I then one evening I sat there and thought "where is this getting me? It is out of my control" there is unfortunately nothing you can do to control the outcome, you have done nothing wrong. Cancer takes too many. It isn't fair. But for the 2 weeks that you have to wait. Forget about it. I KNOW it is easier said than done. But there really is nothing you can do. Only worry, when there is something to worry about.
At my appointment the nurse struggled to find the bumps in my armpit and breast (I have j Cup boobs) so alot to feel. She called in a consultant to double check. The consultant said the lump felt like fatty tissue and my armpit was likely swollen lymph nodes.
She sent me for a ultrasound, I was shaking, I could barely hold myself together. The ultrasound luckily showed hard glandular tissue nothing to worry about, and my lymph nodes were only swollen but nothing of any concern. I have to keep a eye on them if they get rock hard, inflamed, itchy, and cause swelling to go straight back to my GP.
The relief is incredible, I am so fortunate to be one of the lucky ones. I had 2 symptoms of breast cancer. But luckily turned out to be nothing. I wanted to tell my story so hopefully others will hold a bit of hope. I know how frightening it is. But the worry and anxiety really does not help. Enjoy everyday, every hour, get out in the fresh air, eat your favourite food. Remember it is out of your control, live in the moment. GET OFF OF DOCTOR GOOGLE!
I hope everyone who reads this is as fortunate as I have been. And too those that are not, I am so sorry. My prayers are with you, you can do this.
I have taken this as a chance of almost a new lease of life. I have taken out life insurance for my peace of mind, It has kicked me up the bum to get fit. And LOVE everyday.
All my love, please try not to worry
AMY XX
