I'm 31 and 2.5 years ago I noticed some thickening in my left breast. I was referred to the breast clinic for an ultrasound and they said it looked normal but I had a small cyst. The thickening has been there since and gets worse before my period (but it is there constantly) but as my ultrasound was clear, I didn't worry about it. That is, until a couple of weeks ago. I felt it might have been thicker and also felt a swollen lymph node which is very hard but very moveable. I saw a GP and she agreed that there is thickening and that the lump seems like a swollen lymph node. Anyway, since then I have felt another 4 lumps in the same armpit (after feeling at different angles). All solid and painless. Absolutely nothing in the right armpit.
I feel so sick with fear. There doesn't seem to be any reason other than cancer for all the lymph nodes in one armpit to be enlarged, hard and painless. I've also had really bead stomach ache when I lie in my left (wakes me up at night) so I'm convinced I have advanced breast cancer. I feel like I'm in a have a nightmare. I suffer with health anxiety anyway and this is literally my nightmare coming true. I have a 13 year old child. I don't want to die. I'm literally shaking with fear and haven't slept or eaten for days. I'm not sure why I'm posting, just need to get it out, I guess.