So I am joining here to hopefully alleviate my concerns and just put it out there as I have noone I can share this with. I noticed blood in my stool about 3 weeks ago. I have submitted a qFIT test and now have a colonoscopy appointment. I was initially told I would have 3 qFIT tests but I guess they didn't need more to know what the next step was. My main issue here is trying not to overthink. I have no other symptoms.
I had a Spontaneous Coronary Artery Dissection 6 months ago which caused 4 heart attacks, this was on the back of losing my dad to Osopheogeal cancer in March 2020. Its been a very tough year for my family and I am a single mum to two boys aged 12 and 17. My 17 yr old took an overdose in January and I'm guessing you can see why I am relunctant to share anything and worry my family given everything everyone has already been through in a relatively short period, That said, if this is sinister I really don't know how I'll be able to tell my boys and keep them safe from their emotions and that terrifies me.
I really don't think I could be that unlucky, On the back of my SCAD I am trying to focus on this being some kind of arterial condition that has now caused another tear in my GI Tract rather than my heart. But I also know its possible that its cancer and wonder if my dads could mean some kind of predisposition. My fear isn't for me but for my family. I know I just need to be patient till the colonoscopy and it will come soon enough. Don't really know what I expect from writing this to be honest, I know noone can tell me anything. I think I just needed to get it off my chest and out there into the world....
