Breast lump

About a month ago I fel down the stairs I noticed a pain in my right breast and found a lump went to doctor and got an urgent referral to breast clinic. Today I went back to doctor (different doc) as I have a burning pain and my nipple has gone dark red purple and the areola has changed shape the doc found another lump my breast clinic appointment isn't for another 4 weeks due to covid restriction. I know I'm not doing myself any favours asking Dr Google but can't help it I'm so anxious I'm not eating or sleeping and my body hurts all over back neck and god love my kids every time I look at them I well up my husband is great keeps saying not to pannic his saying is don't stress it's nothing till it's something but omg I'm so scared I'm 38 the way the doctor looked at me today I could see in her eyes she is worried she said she will try and speak to breast clinic see if she can get me in sooner. 

  • Hello about 3weeks I ago I got invited for my first mammogram which I had done at the age of 50yr and 1 day I was going to go to the doctor just before letter as my breast showed a dimple .Within 6 days a letter arrived at they needed to do further assessment the Monday of this week .

    I arrived and was so scared I had a 3D mammogram then went into have a ultrasound with a consultant in which she examined and said couldn't feel the lump that showed on the scan . Next I had 2 core biopsy 2 taken from the lump and on from gland in armpit. She told me that she didn't like the look of it .I then seen the breast nurse and got given a booklet and was told it was suspicious cancerous and also cancer the area of test looking at .I have to go back next week towards endwhen they call me to get outcome and way forward . 
    All I keep doing is crying not sleeping, can't eat and think of my husband and 3 children and don't want to leave them behind