Hi everyone! 

I'm a 27yo and I must have the worst health anxiety in the world. My friends and family are fed up hearing me cry and talk about how I feel, its not very nice but I understand it can be so annoying so I'm going to post here. 

In December last year I started to get lower backache, wasn't restricting my movement, it was just annoying if anything. 3 months later I started bleeding and it hasn't stopped(just ever so slightly, only when I wipe). I hadn't had a period in 9 months prior to the bleeding so I panic at the least bit of change. I went to doctors and she thinks I could have PCOS but I'm not convinced. I just feel like my symptoms don't fit although I do have hirsutism but I have done since teenage years and never experienced the symptoms i have now, its always lay dormant and never gave me hassle. I've had internal and external examinations by dr, everything seems normal, bloods are all good including FBC and CA125 which I had to ask for myself as I couldn't stop crying with worry. But now that it's clear, I've moved my anxiety onto bowel cancer and I'm making myself so unwell. The newest symptoms are a heavy feeling down by my left ovary and just up a bit at my bowel. No pain, just a strange sensation and sometimes feels like there's a baby moving when there's not. My stomach is a bit iffy, I'm not hungry either. Patiently waiting on an ultrasound so I know what's wrong and can stop worrying or deal with it. I think I'm more anxious as my mum had cancer since the age of 25 so I'm terrified of getting it. Just want to know what everyone thinks and any words of encouragement to put my mind at rest. Ps my backache tends to disappear some days lol its strange. I know I may sound like such a hypochondriac but I genuinely lose sleep over this x