Hello Blueblue, 

I can imagine this is a really stressful time for you as you are waiting to find out more. Unfortunately no one here will be able to tell you for sure what it all means and the best way to know really is to have that colonoscopy. It won't be long I hope now before you can have the colonoscopy and get some answers.

In the meantime, try not to worry too much or anticipate what it might be. The best thing to do to avoid thinking too much about this is to keep busy and distracted if you can and avoid looking things up online. I can imagine it is hard for you to do this at the moment but it will help you feel a little less anxious. 

I hope you will also hear from others here who have been through all this before and that they will be along soon to share their story with you. 

Keeping everything crossed for you that everything turns out fine. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator