Breast clinic referral for lump

Hi, I found a lump a week ago, went to drs last Monday & got a breast clinic appointment on Thursday 11th. A 2 week wait sounded quick at the time but I'm finding not in reality! I'm struggling with the wait & everything advises to keep distracted which is pretty difficult being in lockdown from Covid with nothing really to do! Has anyone else felt the same while waiting being in an emotional rollercoaster? I'm okay one day then absolutely freaking out the next. Also nervous that I've got to go alone due to Covid & will be receiving results alone with strangers. I'm feeling an immense pressure to be positive & I want to be but am not feeling it. I'm disappointed in myself not being as strong about this as I thought I would be.