My family has had a hideous number of deaths (16 young deaths (from 24-58) one survival from age 13) and I have always been on the high risk breast MRI list as genetics think it's LiFraumeni. Now at 53 I've got the recall for a mass. It's a waiting game and just needed to express myself. This last 18 months has brought divorce, serious health issues for my daughter, serious business problems, 3 house moves (I left my marriage with nothing but now have a home thank god). Just as I thought things were looking up...bam. I'm struggling to keep my usual positive outlook.