Hi 

I feel really stupid typing this and getting myself all worked up but I need some reassurance from somewhere before I got crazy 

for about 2 months I've had a dull ache in my left breast, shoulder ache and my breast is considerably swollen compared to the right 

I saw my GP who said it was quite lumpy and definitely bigger than the other one so she's referred me to the breast clinic just to make sure 

I know it says stay off google but I've convinced myself I've got 90% symptoms that couldn't possibly be anything else than cancer, I have 2 young children and the thought of leaving them is just too much to deal with 

I know it sounds I'm jumping the gun and self diagnosed myself but I don't know what else all these symptoms could be

anybody with similar experience I would love to hear from