Quick question if I may

Ok so been suffering since feb 2020 had two ops one for hernia one for gallbladder removal  whilst all this going on was so ill was tube fed as could not keep nothing down then while in hospital had bad chest X-ray n ct scan showed changing ground glass affect but they said it's fine you have aspirational pneumonia. So just put up with it !!! Still on medical shakes from doctor as still being sick on and off ,,,, so had a call off ENT  last weds he Tried to listen to me but my words come out in bits then cannot breathe for trying to push them out so he said I want to see you so few days later I go see him he done a TNO stopped halfway through said I seen enough 2 days later I having brain mri then following day had barium xray  ... now today a letter to say I have long a phone consultation with him in 9 days !!!! I am actually worried sick any ideas ! He did say when I first saw him he said mri brain and barium and see neurologist. But seems they skipped the neurologist but out lol  I have googled it ( bad idea as that's how I ended up on here ) any advice or ideas welcome as live on my own and Alexa won't even talk to me now as she don't understand what I saying lol lol 

  • Hello Missbhavin, 

    A warm welcome to our forum.  I can imagine it must be a very stressful time for you while waiting to find out more.

    I know it is really hard but try not to worry too much or anticipate what it might be. The best thing to do to avoid thinking too much about this is to keep busy and distracted if you can and you're right it's best to avoid looking things up online. I can imagine it is hard for you to do this at the moment but it will help you feel a little less anxious. 

    I hope you will also hear from others here who have been through all this before and that they will be along soon to share their story with you. 

    Keeping everything crossed for you that everything turns out fine and you get some definite answers soon.

    Best wishes, 

    Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator