Hi my first post here.

I'm really worried my symptoms are displaying ovarian cancer, I am booked in for a blood test this coming Friday and awaiting scan dates. I've been suffering with this pain and feelings for a long time and have just been putting them off. Silly I know. 
It wasn't until I had my smear a few weeks ago that made it all seem real. The nurse had to get a dr in to have a look as something wasn't right. The dr advised me to wait for my smear results ( clear ) then she would start to investigate. So I'm on my way to be looked at but I cannot stop worrying this is ovarian cancer. The pain in my pelvis, tummy and back is quite intense most days and I'm sat today in pain like my insides want to explode. 
I'm not really expecting answers just needed somewhere to write down. I'm a single mummy, I've just lost my gran on Valentine's Day so it's all just a bit rubbish at the moment. 
I absolutely hate blood tests and so worried about that too. I know I need it doing but just fretting about it all. 
thank you for listening. 
xxx