I am 32 (almost 33) and I have just been urgently referred for a colonoscopy. I have been bleeding a lot from the back passage, it is mixed in with my stool and I've had some mild abdominal pain. I have just left my doctors office having been told that the signs could be that of bowel cancer and that I need to be urgently checked out to see what's going on.
I honestly don't know what to do, I don't know how to feel other than complete devastation. I've not stopped crying all day. I don't know what else this could be to cause such severe bleeding but I am honestly lost.
I am newly married and we had actively been trying to get pregnant. How do actively move forward knowing that in a matter of weeks I could discover I have cancer and that it's possibly late stages and symptoms don't usually show early.
I need some help, I need some hope. Please
