Cervical cancer- can you feel it?

Has anybody been able to feel their cancer? 

I just did a bit of investigating to see if I can feel anything and it feels pretty lumpy inside. I don't recall it feeling that like last time I stuck my fingers up there. I'm going out of my mind with worry. Dr appointment Wednesday. Cant come quick enough.

I made this appointment last week due to spotting a lot throughout Jan not just because I feel a bit lumpy 

Any comments would be appreciated x