Hi I am awaiting my next check up for my 1 year go back check up and see what they will say. I'm so scared. I know I'm a worrier anyway in general and this had made me worry even more. We will get through this don't worry I'm hear for you if you need a chat on here it's so scary. Try not to think of the worse I know it's easy to say that. Fingers crossed for you tomorrow please update me on how you get on. I will pray for you.

Lots of love cath 

Thank you. 
they just rang me. All the cells have been removed with a clear margin. They were high grade serve pre cancerous cells but she said all was removed. The doctor did admit she was concerned at the time that they were cancerous but the biopsy has showed it's CIN3 which I'm so relieved about. She said she doesn't normally ring but as I was very worried at the time she did. 
so greatful she did has relaxed me. 
she said it will still got to a meeting where they will discuss when they will discuss if they want me to re do the lettz treatment to be extra safe or if I will just got back in 6 months for another smear. 
hope you are feeling ok, and I'm sure everything will be fine for you as well xx 

Aww fingers crossed then that everything is sorted for you so happy for you please keep in contact with me and please promise me you will continue to go to your smear tests as they are very important as we know. Thank you I hope mine are okay too fingers crossed. Please keep in touch lots of love cath xx

Good morning so I have had my date for my next smear / colposcopy its 9th march 1030am so scared worried sick just hope everything's going to be OK scared they will find something bad my last coloscopy showed low grade so so worried. Will keep you posted x