Hello there,
I'm not entirely sure why I'm writing this post. I don't know if I'm looking for support, advice, or if I simply need to offload and "tell" someone how I'm feeling....
Maybe be its a bit of everything...
Who knows, but anyway, here goes....
I went to see a GP today about a lump in my right breast. Its been there a little while now, but it hasn't always been detectable, depending on my menstrual cycle, it seemed to be there sometimes, but other times I couldn't always feel it so easily.
Over the last 6-8 weeks it has become more prominent, it has increased in size, and I can feel it every day now. It feels a little bit like half a peanut under my skin, about two inches above and to the right of my nipple.
This isn't the only lump I have at the moment. In September last year I noticed a lump in the right hand side of my groin. I was referred for an ultrasound and told it was an enlarged, but otherwise healthy looking lumph gland.
I have recently, over the last few months also noticed three small lumps in the left side of my neck, around my ear. The GP is aware of them but they haven't been tested further at this stage.
As a result of my GP appointment today, I am now waiting to be contacted by the breast clinic for further tests / investigation of the lump in my breast. They have put me on an "Urgent Referral" and I should have an appointment very soon.
I feel really unsure at the moment if the lumps are all coincidental, and maybe unrelated, but my instincts tell me they are linked somehow.
I feel like my body has been giving me warning signs, in the form of other "symptoms" that I have been experiencing over the last five years.
Symptoms such as dramatic, unexplained weight loss, fatigue, excessive sweating, chest pains / thickly cough and tingling in my left arm and fingers.
These are all "symptoms" that I have struggled with for five years now, but that have consistently been dismissed as symptoms of anxiety.
That diagnosis never felt accurate to me, and I do wonder how many other people out there experience this.... That feeling of knowing instinctively that something isn't right with your body, but being told that the symptoms are "just anxiety"
Has anyone else here been through this experience, only to find that its NOT "just anxiety" and that your instincts were correct after all....?
I also wonder if anyone has had a similar experience or can relate to the combination of symptoms I have experienced?
If anyone would be open to sharing their own experiences I would be interested to hear your story, and I feel like for me personally, at this stage, it would be good to be able to talk to people who can relate in some way.
I have only told one friend so far, about my breast lump and referral today. I dont feel like I want to stress anyone out or worry people until I know more.....
Anyways.....
Thank You for reading, sending love to everyone out there.....