Hi all,

I received my letter for the breast clinic the other day and since then I've been in a constant state of panic, whenever I'm alone  I just sit and cry and wonder what if it is the 'C' word. I'm constantly checking my boobs more and more and thinking is this a lump is that a lump and honestly I'm driving myself crazy. I'm so scared, the reason I got referred was due to a pain in my armpit and arm (sometimes in my boob) but it lasted five days and with a history of the BRAC-1 gene in my family the dr thought it would be best to be seen. The pain has subsided now and only comes on every now and then. Does anyone have any tips of helping me cope until I am seen? I feel like I'm being overly dramatic but in reality I'm just a scared 24 year old. Any help will be greatly appreciated. 

thank you :love:

Sarah  xx