Hello . 

I have come across this forum and just wanted to type something, get it out and hopefully relate to someone going through the same/similar thing.

I went to see the GP yesterday. I was so worried and got emotional, cried the whole way through the examination.

Its all just so surreal. I knew I would need further tests due to the size of the lump and was not surprised when she said she wanted to refer me to the breast clinic.

I am so so scared....I keep checking to see if the lump is still there and of course it is.

I just can't believe this is happening really. I feel like I'm walking around dazed. I know I haven't had any news yet but my mind is going into overdrive.

My partner is also having tests for bowel cancer and I dont know how I will cope emotionally if either of us or both have bad news.

I just needed to get that out....and I feel a little better

I hope everyone is ok  x