I Think I've had issues with my lymph nodes swelling since 2017. Started with my tonsils which I had removed in 2018. Then in 2019 and I had a biopsy on some unusual axillary lymph nodes (Cause of swelling is still unknown). Then 2020 came and I had swollen lymph nodes in my neck, chest, and armpit and I'll be seeing a doctor finally in 2021 on the 27th of January. I guess I want to talk about how I feel but it's been so many years... For the past few days I've been crying myself to sleep from abdominal pain. Waiting on a diagnosis of anything is hard, but waiting when there's symptoms of cancer is the worst. The doctors at my hospital threw acid reflux meds at my mom until the day she finally had to get a hysterectomy and her gallbladder removed, so I'm not confident that this long span of time is a sign it's not serious (especially as I get worse). Time goes on, I hope this year I can finally figure out why my body is trash.