I'm a 19 year old male and I am terrified I have Bowel Cancer.
A few months ago when wiping, I noticed I had small red/pink streaks of blood on the toilet paper. This really worried me and I looked it up and it said it could be Bowel Cancer. Over the last few months, I have had this on and off (just some small red/pink streaks on the toilet paper, never in the stool or in the toilet water, but it's been on and off for 3 months meaning I don't think it's just hemorhoids or a fissure), but I can't convince myself it isn't something really serious. I'm afraid that now I have left it for 3 months, I have left it too late and it's life threatening. I also have health anxiety (the health anxiety has actually been caused by first instance of finding blood on the toilet paper).
I'm absolutely terrified and I really don't know what to do. I am going to speak to a GP about it next week, but it's all I can think about, struggling to focus on my work or anything else, as I'm worried it's too late and now it'll be terminal.
Has anyone got any advice as to what it could be and how to stop thinking about it?