Hi, I totally understand what you are going through. I think the doctors are open today? Please call them and ask for an emergency appointment. I have a very dodgy looking mole on my arm too that I had my eye on for a few months as I wasn't sure if it was changing or not. It has started to feel scaly and dry so I immediately called the doctor and had an appointment on December 23rd. The next day I had a referral letter by text with an appointment with the dermatologist on January 6th. The worry has overshadowed all of Christmas and I too am worried sick. I have a sixteen year old daughter and I can't help worrying about the worst outcome and am anxious beyond belief. However, I will say that finding this forum on one of my millions of Google searches has made me feel so much better. Avoid Google if you can! Look for advice on here, there are lots of people giving good advice and have experience that can ease your concerns.  The outcome won't be as bleak as you think. Get it checked out with your GP and chances are you will be referred very quickly. I hope this helps and do let us know how you get on xx