Don't really know what I'm trying to gain by writing on here, all I know is I'm scared out of my witts that my mums consultation on Monday morning may be even worse news than I've already had.

   For several weeks now my mum has had me checking in her scalp in her hair behind her ear saying it was sore and felt like something was crawling, I couldn't see anything...I told her to go to the doctors who for the first few times told her it was likely her shampoo. Fast forward around a month and we yesterday found out after a scan the news that she has a large mass in the back of her head, we have no idea any more than that at the moment, she has been told to have someone take her to the hospital at 9am on Monday morning! Tho I'm wearing a mask on the outside internally I can feel myself falling apart, I find myself holding back tears constantly and break down when I'm on my own. I'm 32 years old and the fear of loosing my mum is destroying me