Hi

Today is the day for my appointment at the breast clinic, I've been holding it together pretty well. I've had a few wobbles but managed to pull myself together again pretty quickly and I've remained quite rational whilst waiting. But this morning I've woke up a ball of nerves, I'm literally shaking!! My anxiety is overwhelming this morning, I'm beyond scared. I keep trying to take my mind off things as my appointment isn't until this afternoon at 1.45pm, but my kids woke me up at 5am this morning so I've had 2hours of worrying already (its 7am now) and I can't imagine being like this till my appointment. I haven't told anyone whats happening not even my husband he thinks my appointment is about something else entirely as I didn't want to worry anyone so I've noone to calm my nerves. I no I'm not going to find anything out today either so its going to be a long and agonising wait