Emotional wreck biopsy today - highly suspicious

I feel like on another planet. I had a mammogram today, ultrasound and biopsy and was told by consultant they've found two lumps that are highly suspicious. I was then taken off with a nurse who talked to me about treatments etc and that it's unlikely test result will come back as anything non-cancerous.

 

im in total shock as only found a lump 5 weeks ago and was very sick with Covid in March and needed some

short hospital care.

 

I've spent 7 months dealing with long Covid and I'm a mum of three young children.

 

I'm so worried I don't feel like I'm awake but in a dream. I have to go back next Thursday and feel like I want to run and hide and not know.

 

I feel really slammed and struggling emotionally to keep it together x