I hope you've had a negative result by now summersday! I'm getting my tonsillectomy tomorrow and am very nervous about it all

Hi I was too ill to attend my appointment on the day as I was very nauseas due to severe perimenopause, however to my surprise I received a phone call from a consultant the same day who said in her opinion I didn't need a biopsy, the MRI was clear and everything is ok. The problem is I still feel very anxious as the tonsil appears to be flatter and shrunken and it just doesn't look right. I've been told I can have a second opinion at another hospital, I have a phone appointment on 31.12.20 but I might go private to speed things up. I don't know if I'm going ga ga but I just can't get the worry out of my mind. I thought I could just have a quick biopsy with forceps or something just to 100% rule out cancer but it seems this is no longer on offer. I don't know if they're cutting corners due to covid. I wake up every morning and the first thing I think of is my throat and I feel sick, everytime I clean my teeth my stomach starts churning I tell myself 100 times a day the MRI is clear but I still feel worried. Its difficult as I also have PTSD so I do t k ow what to think.