Hi 

Sorry to hear what you are going through. Not sure if it helps but I am going through something similar. My GP told me she would give me the results but when I called on Friday they changed their mind and said I needed to speak to consultant. I have a telephone appointment on 19th November. I think the best thing to do is not look at what the circumstances might be telling me, I tried guessing whether the length of time and phone call was positive. I came to the conclusion that I was driving myself mad, so I am trying to keep myself busy, planning things for after my appointment so it doesn't feel like that that appointment is my sole focus. And just think that every day that passes is one day closer to the end of a lengthy diagnosis journey. Not sure if that helps but hang in there. 

It certainly is easy, and feels like a bit if a rollercoaster at times. Mine is lymph nodes, had a lump in my neck end of August, my GP found another lump in my groin mid September and I have been going through the process since then. I now have 10 lumps in total. I can't wait for 19th to hopefully get some answer so I feel your pain with the uncertainty, waiting and coming up with your own answers. 

I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.