Hey ladies, over the last month or so when washing with a hard bar of soap I sometimes thought I felt a lump.. Tho when I tried to check myself I couldn't find it so let it go to back of my head. Then one day not sure what it was I made a phone call to doc and explained this to her... I actually felt a bit stupid as I don't feel it everyday just occasionally and anyway I was seen straight away and the doc found it as soon as she tried and has me booked in now on the 20th Nov for the breast clinic. Now I can't get it out of my head and made myself sore looking for it and I still can't find it and now think I'm wasting everyone's time as well as dealing with the but what ifs.... My mums mum had breast cancer in her 40's.

I've stayed of Google and I know that it's very rare for a breast lump to actually be cancer so have been trying my best to stay super positive but it's starting to get to me now... I wake up during the night thinking I can feel it with the way I'm lying and find myself checking all the time. 

I'm not even sure what question I'm asking... How did you deal with the 2 week wait ( I was going to go private only the appt they could give me Was the 19th)  much love to u all xx