Waiting on biopsy results

Well it's 2:07am and I'm wide awake letting my mind run away with me. Had a biopsy done 9 days ago due to heavy bleeding. After an internal examination specialist didn't like the look of what he saw . Since  then had ultrasound ,bloods next week is mri and then a camera in a couple of weeks. I have large fibroids and a thickening of the endometriosis. How do you get through this wait without going crazy.