Hi all,

I understand that there are many of you waiting for results or had results. I apologise if this is any kind of trigger for anyone.

here is my story. 
I am 39 and have 6 children (eldest is 19)

For the last 12 years I have had problems with my cervix. It's always bled after sex and since the first time, it's always been painful. I was diagnosed with pre cancerous cells (CIN1) and was monitored. After 4 years, I was back again with the same symptoms. Unfortunately smears tests haven't picked up cell changes. I was referred back to hospital and diagnosed with pre cancerous cells (CIN2). It was also found that I had cervical ectropian (sorry if spelling is wrong). 4 years ago I had symptoms again. Back to hospital and yet another biopsy. This time it was CIN3. LLETZ procedure was done just before Christmas. 
I began to worry last year as my periods were becoming more heavy. Due to PTSD (another story) I cancelled my hysterectomy that was booked in. 
I am suffering quiet bad. I get through number 4 pads every hour for 4 days, have large clots (sorry for TMI) and they have now began to be prolonged. My periods use to last 7 days but now 14 days. I will all of a sudden get a massive gush of blood then nothing. It's been like this for about 8 months. I called my GP and I thought it was due to my cervix. The GP sounded concerned and booked me in with the gynaecologist. 
I saw him on Tuesday last week. He said cervix was fine. That reassured me that I would be ok. But then he offered to do a scan. He did a TVS and spent a while looking. He said that the ovaries looked good but he was concerned with the uterine wall looking sinister. He stated that it was unusually thick and sticky. This worried me completely (especially as he said the word sinister). He took a biopsy (no pain relief, no calming words of reassurance). After the biopsy he sat me down and showed me the scan pictures. The uterine wall just had this massive round white circle with not much room. 

I have been put on antidepressants to try and help with the PTSD and anxiety but it's not helping with my coping. I would normally have a big cry and then crack on with life, but at the moment, I have no emotion.
my questions are,

how long did you have to wait for results?

how have you dealt the waiting?

how did you get your results?

also any information would be fantastic as I keeping looking for best case and worst case and there isn't a lot of wiggle room.

sorry for long post