Hi Clairabelle and welcome to the Cancer Chat forum.

I'm really sorry about what's happening at the moment but I just wanted you to know you're not alone and we're here for you whilst you await those results.

Fingers crossed for good news when they come through.

Best wishes to you both,

Steph, Cancer Chat Moderator

Hi Clairebelle, this is the worst part of knowing what will happen, the waiting and wondering, the unknown and what the future holds.  So as I've been through it I can help a little.  I learned that all the worry in the world doesn't help, so just keep busy, know that you will soon have a plan of what will be the outcome and talk to others to clear your mind a little.  If you want to message me privately you can, I update our progress each day and despite my husband's prognosis we are three years on, so don't despair.  Speak soon if you wish.  Hugs your way, Carol